[ZXRamon]

Yeah. My current living situtation is a bummer. I am living with my fiance' in her parent's house until the beginning of next summer when we will get our own place. 7 months ago, I was kicked out on my ass and living out of my car with no education, money, or shelter. It sucked. Not saying ♥♥♥♥ still doesn't suck, but it is getting better and now that I have fully enrolled into college things seem to be going a bit smoother.

I would ask if I had seen him, but it is a very "religious" household and sadly, I believe their ignorance would give them another reason to dislike me. My woman actually doesn't like my becoming an introvert, so energy work and meditation are done when nobody is around, or at night when they are all in bed. I cant talk to my Father-in-Law about the weather. Much less "Hey, man, what where you sitting at the dining room table at 4:30 am?" See my problem? I just don't want stuff getting more awkward than it already is.

Yeah. I'm almost 1000% positive that what I had was a Spontanious OBE. I woke up in vibrational stage in what I think was my Real Time Body. Things, as far as I saw, where close to reality... Aside from the thoughtformed thing in the hallway and my "Dweller" experience when I fell back into paralysis. I had a Lucid Dream just recently and... Whoa.. It was so much like a dream. This felt like it was actually happening until I re-intergrated.


Thank you all so much for your replies. They have made me very happy. I just can't wait for the day I can meditate, enter trance, and go into a full projection willfully. The Spontanious thing was groovy and all, but due to how unexpected it was and it being my first time, I was scared through most of it... Had a lot of questions and didn't know what to look for or do... If I could control when I had my projections, stuff would be even better.