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I know this is long, but PLEASE PLEASE READ it all. Nothing like this has ever happened to me and I really don't know what it was. Thanks for any input. Remember that this all happened in a DARK room with no color.

Yesterday morning I was having a dream. To make a long story short, in the latter part of my dream, my eyes were closed (in my dream) as I was "resting." It was then that I started to see a tiny blue or green orb with yellow light around it. I felt like this orb had come to me (it's hard to decribe) to "put me in my place" or "confront" me. I then saw writing, numbers or something like that moving on a black background very quickly. They were like streams of characters. At that point, I tried to "open" my dream eyes.

It was then, that I realized I was awake/had woken myself up. I then saw something red in front of me. It was blurry, so I tried focusing on it and it got clearer and then got blurrier again.

The strange thing is, is that at this point (and earlier) I realized I was awake, however, I believed my eyes to be closed.

I focused on it again, and it got about 90% clear. I was seeing red and other colors (bright colors I must add) Although it wasn't absolutely crystal clear, I identified what it was. While I was looking at it I thought to myself..."Oh, it's the wagon." It was not moving and it was only this one object in my field of vision. I saw the length and height of it and other colors on top of it. The wagon looked like my child's wagon as it has different little affixed play things on top of it. I was seeing it as if I was laying on my belly. Even though as I was having this experience I was laying on my side on the bed.

After this, it started to blur out, and questioning whether my eye was open or not, I raised my physical left hand and touched my RIGHT eyelid to see if it was open. It was NOT. I don't know why I only wanted to check my right eye????? However, I knew my left eye was closed.

*********Okay, now the weirdest part of all. When I was seeing all of this, it was like I was seeing it through a fish? lens. Where the center of your vision is clear, but as you go out it got blurrier and then greyer and then black. It reminded me of psychic shows where they flash on someone having a flashback or seeing into the future, etc....

I guess I should never have moved as I was not able to get the color back, but now I was seeing black and grey shadows and I must honestly say that I believe my right eyelid was open a tiny tiny bit at this point. I saw a dark shadow going repetitively into my husband. I believe this was probably just the movement of my eye as it was looking around.

The other thing is, is that it was still dark in my room. The only thing you could see was dark grey and black shadows. I know this for a fact because after this experience I wrote it all down. There was absolutely no color in my room.





Later that morning when I was telling the story to my husband, my "almost" 3 year old comes into the living room and tells me there is a bug in his wagon (he hardly ever uses it). I go into the playroom, and there is the wagon that I saw in my experience with a live little beetle in it. I MUST POINT OUT that I HAD POSITIVELY NOT told my husband yet what the object was that I had seen. I threw the bug outside.

You may think I am strange saying the next things.... I thought 3 things.

1. That certainly was a coincidence

2. Maybe I was seeing from the bugs point of view

3. Maybe it was my son trying to contact me. My 14 year old son died a little over 2 years ago and if you have ever had a child die (which is more painful than anything in this world...and still is), you try to see answers everywhere. Nothing is left unturned.


Please let me know what you think this was. Thank you
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