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Old 08-17-2006, 11:30 AM   #7
Aagotiq

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Perhaps your son had come back in spirit to give you a message that he is okay, using the co-incidence as some kind of indication of the truth of his presence. Do you feel like you've spoken with him since he passed away?

At the end of the day, you are the best judge of your feelings, if intuition tells you it was him, you are probably right.
Several days after he died, I had a short lucid (I think... I don't think I really understand if I have had a lucid dream or not yet) dream. I was walking out of my mothers house and he was walking in. I remember my moher was working at the computer in the kitchen and my step father washing dishes. It all seemed pretty real. Much more than many other dreams I have had. As Christopher started to pass me, I grabbed him and hugged him and said "I love you sooo soooo soooo soooo much. I thought I felt him move/cry or something. However, I think it may have been me, as shortly after I was telling him of my love, I woke up and I was sobbing violently. I remember telling everyone that all I wanted to do was hug him again.

I have dreams of him, less as time goes on.... the dreams that I can remember anyway. However, everytime I do dream of him, I am trying to tell him how much I love him and I want to talk to him. I am also trying to save him and he keeps dying in different ways. It's excruciating. : ( I ALWAYS start crying/sobbing in my dreams and then I always wake in pain. I love him and miss him so incredibly much.

I want to believe anything, and I struggle at times with my most pragmatic mind.

I know this for sure. I can't EVER deny the possibility of anything as it will only be denying him.
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