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**Ornamiviant** · 04-12-2007, 05:28 AM

I apologize too, I tend to get all preachy and cought up with messages, I forget to read my posts through someone else's eyes, if I had done just that, I may very well have seen that it seemed like I was coming "out of the coffin"

and trying to make a good name for "my kind". This is not the case. One of my greatest "interests" or "life-quests" if you like, is to constantly seek and explore and evolve. To be purely and 100% honest (this is really opening up, I don't know why I suddenly feel like I can write this) - yes, there was a time when I was so sure I was one of the "real vampires" - which shattered and brought down my view of the world and of myself, see, I've always been a kind and understanding person, the teachers at my daycare and elementary schools would tell my mother how remarkable I was, instantly comforting and sitting next to other children who were crying or were upset, perhaps even start crying myself and partake in their grief. I am a natural peacekeeper, as a teen I held long sessions helping even grown-ups with their relationship problems. (although I'm no angel, I have my dark moments too, unfortunately and regrettably

). "Realizing" I unconsciously sometimes feed off others and possibly hurt them, made me feel terrible about myself and I jumped down into a dark pit called "short period of depression", I wouldn't speak to anyone, I wouldn't do anything, just sleep (and dream of a perfect world).

Many years have passed since that time. All I know is this: I have never hurt anyone with intent, moreso, I have healed people who have asked for it. I can raise and sustain energy from non-human sources and keep the energy within my system, so that strongly suggests I am not at all a psychic vampire. I believe my "true nature", if I ever reach such a conclusion, or if it even exists - can not be described by any label/s, and this applies for everyone.

Tempestinateapot - thank you so much for that insightful post, there was the kind of understanding and insight I was hoping for, the mentality I see in these forums. I agree with everything written there, and I also want to underline that anyone can learn how to actively feed, err, actively exchange and raise energy off other human sources, the energy signature is very unique, and this sort of intake of energy can become very addictive and lead down a road of destruction. The thing is, anyone chosing to go down this road was a pretty bad person in the first place...

About past lives, I believe you relive your past lifes in this life, remembering lessons and situations happening before, as a certain theme based upon a certain past life plays out in this incarnation. I belive my psivamp past life has played out and taught me what I needed to know. So, here we go, once again:

No, I am not a psychic vampire.

ps. Thank you Journyman for sorting out our misunderstanding in PM, I appreciate the talk first - approach. Peace and love to you.

suggestion: since this thread has spinned way out of topic, what about locking it?

04-12-2007, 05:28 AM	#21
Ornamiviant Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 594 Senior Member	I apologize too, I tend to get all preachy and cought up with messages, I forget to read my posts through someone else's eyes, if I had done just that, I may very well have seen that it seemed like I was coming "out of the coffin" and trying to make a good name for "my kind". This is not the case. One of my greatest "interests" or "life-quests" if you like, is to constantly seek and explore and evolve. To be purely and 100% honest (this is really opening up, I don't know why I suddenly feel like I can write this) - yes, there was a time when I was so sure I was one of the "real vampires" - which shattered and brought down my view of the world and of myself, see, I've always been a kind and understanding person, the teachers at my daycare and elementary schools would tell my mother how remarkable I was, instantly comforting and sitting next to other children who were crying or were upset, perhaps even start crying myself and partake in their grief. I am a natural peacekeeper, as a teen I held long sessions helping even grown-ups with their relationship problems. (although I'm no angel, I have my dark moments too, unfortunately and regrettably ). "Realizing" I unconsciously sometimes feed off others and possibly hurt them, made me feel terrible about myself and I jumped down into a dark pit called "short period of depression", I wouldn't speak to anyone, I wouldn't do anything, just sleep (and dream of a perfect world). Many years have passed since that time. All I know is this: I have never hurt anyone with intent, moreso, I have healed people who have asked for it. I can raise and sustain energy from non-human sources and keep the energy within my system, so that strongly suggests I am not at all a psychic vampire. I believe my "true nature", if I ever reach such a conclusion, or if it even exists - can not be described by any label/s, and this applies for everyone. Tempestinateapot - thank you so much for that insightful post, there was the kind of understanding and insight I was hoping for, the mentality I see in these forums. I agree with everything written there, and I also want to underline that anyone can learn how to actively feed, err, actively exchange and raise energy off other human sources, the energy signature is very unique, and this sort of intake of energy can become very addictive and lead down a road of destruction. The thing is, anyone chosing to go down this road was a pretty bad person in the first place... About past lives, I believe you relive your past lifes in this life, remembering lessons and situations happening before, as a certain theme based upon a certain past life plays out in this incarnation. I belive my psivamp past life has played out and taught me what I needed to know. So, here we go, once again: No, I am not a psychic vampire. ps. Thank you Journyman for sorting out our misunderstanding in PM, I appreciate the talk first - approach. Peace and love to you. suggestion: since this thread has spinned way out of topic, what about locking it?
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