[SantaClaus]

there was only a few people i met that went through not being able to move and awake at the same time.Ive been experiencing this from time to time since i was little.years back I remember not being able to move and seeing my leg move then I felt like i fell on floor and saw my body on bed.before i knew it i was back in. I remember another time i was trying to control not being able to move and the strength of the feeling i get in my head becomes stronger.it then becomes hard to breath. i heard a voice on e time that said repeatedly why am i trying to fight it that this is reality.i saw her sitting next to me and when i was trying to get a clear view she looked pretty then evil off and on.I closed my eyes till it was over. it get hard to breath so now I just try to fight it and get out. it was hard to even speak before and now i can kind of say my partner name or breath more heavy for her to give me a shove.i remember one time seeing all these faces together.deep down I felt like it was souls.any advice would be helpful.