[Natashasuw]

Hello

Well i was unsure if i should share some of my experiences but i beleive that maybe other people input may help me in how i can develop my growing abilitys future.

For the last 2 months i have been waking up in the middle of the night and i will see a person (a different person each time wearing old clothing, sometimes i see the same person though) and they will be motionless simply stareing at the wall or me or near me, after 5 seconds these people disapear and at first i was a little uneasy, but eventually i became calm and each time it happend i simply rolled over without fear and whent to sleep, as there was no attempt i could see that they were wanting to talk to me.

I think that this was the start of the spiritual realm, or spirits ect.. easing me into seeing things.

(A year or so ago i had many experiences clairvoyantly that scared me and untill now it had all stoped.)

I now am not scared as i seem to be slowly eased into seeing this things were as a year ago i was how i like to say "plunged into the deep end and not knowing how to swim lol" but my fears are now gone.

So about a month of seeing these people i had a mind blowing clairvoyant experience.

I was in a dream lucid dreaming having a great time, i was surfing on the air currents really fast showing the dream char's and having a great time.

I wokeup for a short time and closed my eyes, all these sparkles like zaps of electricity only multi coloured and amazing came into my closed eyes, i watched this and was pulled into it, half willingly lol.

I awoke in wat seemed to be the early 1900's i was at a basketball game, and it was Men vs Women, and the men laughed at the women because at the time it wasnt very normal for girls to compete in sports of any kind at all. I was seeing through the eyes of one of the people there, i was disgusted in how to women were shuned and laughed at ect..

After this i saw more of the life of this person i was seeing through their eyes which whent on for a long time without anything worth mentioning here.

Then an atmosphere of an Elder or a very all knowing been swept through me, i was now in the same place but i was me, a been came before me in the form of the actor who plays Allision from Medium and said to me something along the lines of "Do not worry, you are safe, nothing can hurt you, you are ment todo this, dont fear it push forward, your going to be fine" (I am guessing the spirit took on the form of Allision because i would not be affraid of her and respect her.

I was then instentainsioly (sorry for bad spelling) transported to a dark Master size Bedroom. I looked up and saw a flickering light swingining, suddenly a extremly undescribable cold shivers ran up and down me right through me non stop, its like nothing you can imagine and i knew something was about to happend. A huge white blanket swept away and revield a Plane, it looked like a fighter plane. I suddenly had 2 sets of numbers in my head, 1914 and 142 i kept saying these numbers over and over as i felt myself waking up so i would not forget these seemingly important numbers.

I wokeup, cold shivers still running through me but a little suttely, it was warm in my room, yet these shivers would not leave, i turned my computer on, and whent to search google for the numbers, i typed in 1914 142 plane. i looked through a few pages and found out that 1914 is when WW2 started, (i did not know this exactly) and 142 was the number of Planes America launched or had in the War, amazed and happy with this solid proof of my experience, i worried that i was ment todo something to help someone and was given this message for a reason.

After wrritting my whole experience in my Metapyiscs Journal i thought maybe this was another experience to ease me into seeing more things ect.. and it seems i had passed, as i pushed through the fear.

I still everynow and again (1 month later) see someone in my room when i wakeup at night, after the clairvoyant experience i made 2 obe attempts, both times i got to the vibrations, Sleep paralyze and Rapid Heart beat, and was very happy

Nothing overly exciting has happend since this but i hope something does, as i want to develop whatever it is that is happening to me, whether it be i am a medium, clairvoyant ect..

Also mainly since the start of seeing the people in my room i seem to know things before they happen, i know what people are going to say, there feelings aswell, whos calling on the phone, i play sea battle and people say i cheat because i hit there ships with such accuracy, for things like sea battle i touch the board and feel where it is and the number and letter comes into my head, 7/10 its correct, other things just happend, like i know when people win compitions moments before it is called out, just things like that.

Well thankyou to anyone who has taken the time to read my very long post, i tryed to shorten it as much as possible lol.

Thanks

Joel