[DoctoBuntonTen]

dude!!!!! i did it! you guys! listen! i had a projection! im so excited....i m still halfway GONE! omg IM SO EXCITED! IT WAS SOO COOL! GUYS let me tell you how this hapened. at first i was not not feelign nothing at all. i was like so frstrated because it was not working i was trying everything. i remembered that CFtraeler said that i had to be in hpynogagic state of mind and i felt like i was failing. by the way something toally weird ishpanning right now. i cant see the screen of my computer..im seeing something else right now.. anyway dude im so happy. anyway anyway

i started to remember what she said but nothing was working so you know what i did? i hypnotized myself! in my head i said things like "jared you are feeling very relaxed. you can feel the etheric energy moving through you. you can feel yourself ready to project. you can feel yourself floating slowly out of your body" and my hypnosis approach didnt' work at first but then all of the sudden i started to hallucinate. and i tried to will myself out of my body like thinking to myself "you will project NOW" and it was not quiiiite working so i saw a halucination that looked peaceful and i focused on it and i said "please HELP ME!" i didn't actually say it but i thought it and then i felt myself get whiiped up and i suddenly reached up and i zoomed into this white fuzzyness (it looked like if your tv loses the channel) and then i saw a man with dreadlocks and he smiled and i got so exited that i actually jumped up in my bed and that's how it ended! the whole thing was only about 2 and a half seconds but it was mostly the exciting of my life!!!!!!!!

i am so happy you guys. i am sorry for my oddness right now i feel soooo weird. .i feel light as a feather....and i can barely see a damn things. i still see heh man with dreadlocks and i see like as if someone took a picture with flash right in my face thats what it looks like to me. i am so exited you guys!!! i want to thank yo uall for all of your help! i wish i could talk to you on the phone right now to tell you how excited i am!!!! i will try this again! maybe i can last longer sthis time~~~~!!!!!! you are all my very friends for helping me with this! thanks for believing in me everyone! and i couldn't have done this without all of you!!!!