with you spending so much time and energy attempting OBEs, how much time are you taking for preliminary energy work? It is very important to store the energy before attempting OBEs. I use Robert Bruce's NEW system for at least an hour each day and this generally results in me going from a lucid dream to an OBE about once a week (that should give you a rough estimate of how much energy I need for my dream and OBE work)... I may be wrong, but some of your "symptoms" may come from trying to run the engine while it is overheating and almost out of gas. Also, being a Christian should have little impact on your path here. Christian mystics have for ages experienced mystical "visions," which were at least produced by astral sight if not full blown OBEs. Remember, early Christianity drew from many sources like the Greek Eleusinian mysteries, the Persian cult of Mithras, and the Hebrew Merkabah mysticism- all proponents of the soul leaving the body to merge with the godhead. The mystery of Christ's life, death, and resurrection is not contrary to your explorations of the spiritual levels of existence: it is a symbolic revelation of the actual journey you are undertaking. -Matthew