[Les Allen]

Just wanted to kind of close this topic, I have realized, during the process of evaluating my belief system, that I was just going in circles , so to speak.
I have gone back to the only thing that has ever worked for me, and that is the view of the Toltec lineage.
It is sort of open ended, organize your interpretations , then let them go and let go of the mind. The abstract goal of "total freedom" enhancement of perception and awareness to it's fullest potential, whatever that potential is for each individual, is the only thing that seems to make sense for me.
Killing the structure of self importance to free energy, developng the energy body through dreaming practices, and changing ones perspective through stalking exercises, all of that stuff ;I could go on and on , but I won't bore you guys.
Getting back into this has got my energy moving again, started having out of body experiences again.
I know that perhaps I am trapped by my interpretation system, but the end goal is dropping that system, if only at certain moments, to glimpse the face of energy and astral realms.
So thank you all for your feedback.
I know this post is sort of scatter-brained, but I am resisting the impulse here to outline everything in excrutiating detail.

Dream on, dreamers!