my guide tested me with a succubus. the test was would i be able to resist the temptation of the momentary feel good sensation, while knowing that it is putting a drain on my own reserves. i lost the first time. I had succumb to the physical delight of sexuality at the cost of my own well being. this illustrated some serious points and decisions that i still struggle with. sex can be so easy in today's mainstream. its everywhere. you can go get cheap thrills in dirty places across the globe. now you dont have to even leave your computer to meet someone in your own town. but does that make it worth it? someone once told me, "Sex without love is an empty experience, but as far as empty experiences go, sex is by far the best." all im sayin is think about the quickest way to distract you from draining your reserves. the second time the guide brought a succubus around i was strong. I immediately felt the sickening drain of it and steeled myself and denied the succubus. it was amazing how fast it reeled back when met with sheer resolve.