[Aleksis]

I have come to realize this "phase" of heightened astral activity is not a phase. I'm pretty sure it's here to stay.

I woke up all in a panic in sleep paralysis, thinking I was under attack. I woke myself up with a struggle and realized nothing was there, I had just had a "paralysis panic" was all.

I knew if I went back to sleep I would leave body again, and I did. I was wondering "where do I go? what do I do? And I didn't really feel like going anywhere. But there was someone I did want to "look in on."

So I focused on creating a vision screen. It took a moment but it manifested in from of me. It generated a LOT of ENERGY and HEAT. It came very, very, close to my face, and I was afraid I may be sucked in.

I have been sucked into a vision screen before, and let me tell you, it is not an experience I care to repeat. I came back out violently ill. Burning hot and vomiting energy.

At the time that incident happened, I had never encountered a vision screen before and didn't know what happened. Someone told me Robert Bruce had described what I had experienced, that's how I came to read Robert Bruce.

So, last night, being my second time playing with a vision screen, I focused on who I wanted to look in on. I expected it to show me instantly like a live feed.

But the thing behaved strangely.

Instead of showing me a live feed, it vanished, seeming to slide into my bedroom wall. I was like WTF? Where did it go? Only to have it reappear a few second later, sliding back OUT of my wall again.

So it's there floating in front of me again. And it showed me a few seconds of what appeared to be recorded "footage" of this person.

He was talking on a cell phone. I could hear his voice and everything. I was quite excited. I was like "Yes, that's him, that's him!"

It was like the screen had to go, get the footage for a few seconds, and bring it back to me. I wondered, when it slid into my wall, did it re-appear over his head across the country?

I had always thought of the vision screen like an open portal. But it seems to be like a recording device (?) I tried to turn the image and play with it in 3D, but it wouldn't let me, I think I may have had to step into the scene for that. I wasn't willing.

It may have been different though. In my previous experience I had gone five years into the future, so that may be the reason for the extreme reaction when I got back. How Nostradomus could do that on a regular basis absolutely mystifies me.

I gotta tell you guys. I wonder if we have any privacy, ever. I get the feeling every deed past present and future can be accessed.

I found that way too easy to do...Way...too...easy.

It's not like some books would have you believe that you have to do some complicated enochian high magick ritual, with high protocal, draw out some complex sidgel and douse it with rams blood.

But it does explain why I have always had the unsettling feeling I was being watched, even as a child.

I would draw pages and pages of eyes with my crayons, and complain to my mother about the watchers always looking in on me in my sleep. I would wake up and cry "The eyes, make the eyes keep looking at me." They thought I was disturbed.

To this day I'm afraid to even pick my nose in private, because I'm certain the moment is somehow being recorded and can be called up. I know people talk of "hall of records" where everything is kept recorded. But I've never experienced it as a hall or library.

On the plus side however, it means no killer, no pedophile, no rapist, no wife beater, ever gets away with it.

I'm starting to think of the universe as being stored in one big harddrive, and if you want access to any file, past, present or future, you need merely type it into astral google.