[heennaRaf]

Another thing

The last time these vibrations occured I did not experience an 'attack' from a being of any sort. The reason I was scared this time was because of the shift that was occuring in my consciousness. I was seeing an image in darkness of an ouroboros which I heard in my mind being refered to as the circle of desire. As I was sinking into a deeper state I heard/understood that I was about to be exposed to the truth/reality beneath this image and I knew that once this began I would not be able to stop the process or get away from it ( much like the begining of a roller coaster as you head over the top). Anyway I felt that whatever I was about to see was so ugly and traumatising that it might destroy me completely. Thinking about it the next day it made more sense. Transcending the circle I would expect to experience 'oneness' below however I would expect to experience the opposite - 'emptiness'. I have been unusually emotionally upset and feeling empty the last couple of days and pushing things down, I think that I was about to come into contact with this in a profound way that frightened me.