I was doing the full-body secondary center circuit from Astral Dynamics yesterday and slowly worked my way into a trance. I opened my eyes after hearing a noise (it was just a usual house noise, not something other-worldly), and I saw something running on my door. It was a regular-sized spider (about 2 cm in diameter, legs included), but unlike the spiders I usually see, it had a red hue to it. It ran upwards quite fast (faster than regular spiders), and as it did so, it started to fade away until it just disappeared. It was as if it had dissolved in front of my very eyes. What I really found odd is that I had my eyes wide open, and I even had to get closer in order to see that it was a spider -- I'm nearsighted, and the spider was blurry too, just like everything else around it. In other words... The spider was not real. It was a bit like an eyes-wide-open hypnogogic hallucination... But then again... It was blurry like the rest of my physical vision, and I was wide awake. The biggest shock wasn't finding a spider there, it's how it actually faded... Has anyone had similar experiences? I've seen many "deranging" things in my room with my eyes closed, but this is definitely a first :O