[LesLattis]

I've had a very busy day today, and haven't had much time to practice at home. I saw this coming this morning when I left home, so I decided to do a little energy work on the train.

It already started out great with the train being late, then it didn't depart, and I had to take the regular train, instead of the intercity(Which is 15 minutes faster than the regular). After finding a seat, I settled in and attempted to work on my hands.

At first, I had quite some trouble. Next to me was a man with a bad breath and he was constantly talking. After he got off the train 2 stations later I managed to concentrate much better, and work on my hands. I had much more trouble with my hands, and it feels like the energy body in my hands is either non-existent or completely destroyed. I could focus my awareness either below the knuckles or in my finger tips, but moving it through my fingers would make my focus point disappear and re-appear a bit further. As if it skipped a few sections.
It might be caused by a lack of proper focus, or that my energy body is just badly developed or destroyed(Not sure. If you do know why, let me know. It would give me a better understanding of what's going on). I spent about 20 to 25 minutes working on my hands alone, by only moving my awareness through my fingers. They just didn't activate very well.

On the way back home I didn't have the energy to practice. I was tired, and even partially fell asleep. I remember waking myself up multiple times before I felt myself snoring, and one time I felt that my mouth was hanging open . I quickly closed it when I noticed, but still...

For tomorrow, I plan on working more on the hands, and do some sponging on my legs/arms. I hope to spend 1 hour total on working on my energy body, as I don't have much to do tomorrow.