[ssiikmuz]

Its been a year and a half.

Last night I couldnt' sleep and I meditated in bed without moving for 4 hours. Yep 4 hours. I couldn't even get hypnogogics! I can usually get a little of those.

I've had some very slow odd vibrations and rocking feelings which I couldn't take any further, but that is it.

It is very frustrating. I am feeling good circulation of my energy, and I don't really sense any blockages but I never can feel the actual "Chakras" lighting up individually very well at all. Its more of an overall feeling of feeling your entire energy body all at once.

My problem is that as soon as i start getting deep, I have my legs move on their own. Or I start tightening up my muscles like I"m raising my head slightly. THen I realize my actual head is moving so I have to force myself to relax and sink back into the bed.

Thats one of my biggest problems. The more I move my energy the more I'm moving my body physically.