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OK, I can see lots of people is writing their journals here, I used to had a journal but the spanish forum is almost dead so I hope you allow me to write my experience with the astral.
First I want to give a little background about my self and stuff.

I am a 29 years old woman, single living in Uruguay. Since I can remenber I have deja-vu and they where frequent compared to other people deja-vu. I also had my intuition very good specially since my teen (probably 14). I had a difficult life full of sickness but the other aspects where just great, my family spend tons of money on me without questions and althought I was a little unbeareble sometimes they help me and loved me lots My family belief system is Crhistian (Teologia de la liberacion, form Latin America, you know, Antony de Mello and the like), me was that until I was bored and quit, I just follow some of the bsaic principles and the "dont do others what you dont like for you"

So, although I always was attracted to the paranormal stuff (as also to scientific data in hope to find answer there for my intuition and deja-vu) and I sometimes wondered how would be to be psychic my adventure started just 2 month (aprox) before the so known September 11/2001. That event... I could felt that saomething BIG was gonna happen but had no idea how to express it, I knew it was gonna be on the news so I started to watch constantly the news, (and I am still doing it ) So, after the dramatic event finally occured (and ironically I lost it, I was in a damm class taking a test!) I felt so bad that I just forgot what happened to me. years passed and just perhaps 3 months before everything started again I had a clear precognition of countries being target of terrorism, I could predict specially the one in Spain exept for the place. From that time I started this travel, wich at first was a total nightmare for me.

Currently my situation is that I have Phasing all the time I go to sleep, I am trying to controll it and I think I did it but is really difficult. This phasing started like 2 years ago, right before the Tsunami of 2004, I could saw skulls and people all the nights and I could felt people desperation even on daytime, working, playing or doing everything. I can feel mostly disasters, terrorism (and the response for it) and catastrophies in general. For my personall life I only use my intuition and sometimes precog give me some tips (specially when I want to do something new, or by things )
6 months ago and with lots of insonmia due to stress and nervousness (I get very nervous when I feel someone is gonna die), I started meditation, I use an OSHO technique in wich you have to look darkness with your eyes opened. Probably in december or january I started to view a strange place, dark but with light and empty. After a misunderstanding wiith a neg entity (I suppose it was not bad at all, it was just doing what I ask it, to increase my visions about the future.. expept they where SO negative that I was getting depressed and in bad humor) after that, I started looking for forums and re entering the ones I alrady knew for help, so I found my stupidity with the entity I summoned and the only solution was to look for help, and so I started to call my guides, I aske them just to appear hooded because I did not want too see them directly yet. It took some time but they appered and after another "sometime" they finally told that entity to leave me alone and so it did (and I thought I was stuburn)
Recently I also met my Hiher Self but I cannot comunicate with it or guides thrugh thelepaty, I am using the yes/no questions system and they are pretty good to start. Guides are really helpfull but they dont seem to understand my double sense jokes! Few, I have to talk with lots of respect or else I can feel they dont like it .. even my HS dont like the jokes! Pfff, no matter, So, I will try to continue with this journal. I am also starting to use my HS to retrieve quality info about the future with questions. I dont knon if it is good to post the predictions? Please, I really wanna know what (specially) mods think about this. else, I am gonna place experience or other stuff I see in the astral form now on

Well, I like to write a lot, tell me if you dont understand me, sometimes I am a little complicated explaining things.
Please I would like some feed back