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Hi, updating journal, first I must clarify something before I make more posts here (thanks CFTraveler for the suggestion
1 Rule:
"Only me and the moderators are able to post replyes, other members can send me PM and email and if I see that the info is usefull I will paste it here with the author name right? If I see someone posted here and is not a mod I will ask the mod to erase the post NO EXCEPTIONS!" thanks in advance and sorry for this but well, I dont want to start a discussion just because someone does not agree with me about something right?, messages can be on english and spanish"

Well, ejem, I must say that in the lasts days I had been VERY busy, specially since Friday 24 march night and Saturday 25 march morning my astral experience changed completly. I could saw a beutifull WHITE light for a LONG time, I was not the only being able to see the light, my guides and several other people also saw it, not everyone could see it and I dont know the reason but this was awsome and It really change me a lot.

Now, I can saw the faces of my guides but they are made of energy, I can see the human face of guide 2 and the well, not so human face of guide 1. I also had the visit of Master Moyra of the first blue ray and he was with me a long time. I also saw his face at the end and had a long chat too (my guides always channeled the questions but in the end I could saw him saying yes and no!)

Also, I was told that my mission is to be a medium not a healer as I first thought, so, I dont know what happened in the last 3 days but now I can feel presence of spirits near me in the astral; and the company of my guides ALL the time, no matter if I am at my job, playing the PC or watching TV I can feel them and they chat with me, with yes/no questions (they dont use my knee now, they just use my face, I understand whos there depending on how I feel my face!) but now I am receiving "inspiration" ideas too so, is not a "normal" chat but is a begining, they told me that in time I will be able to chat with me just like any other alive person, my actual progress is just that I hear them calling me and I hear sometimes a chorus of angels.
Yesterday while trying to find info about Kundalini (because they rise my kundalini a lot and i did not know what to do with it) I watch a book I downloaded for free on a brazilian site someone mentioned here a long time ago, it had pictures so I was hoping they could tell me what thing I was able to do.... they nod a big "YES!" when I saw the "mediumship" section of the book they told me YES!, "obe" too but I am unable yet, I need more confidence and practice, I am doing AP currently very good not phasing (thats THEIR diagnostic) and also (and the creepiest and freakiest I considern , they dont agree with me ) is that I can do Automatic writing!!!!! I could not believe it, as still a sceptik renegade I asked if it was possible to do automatic writing using the PC keyboard, I dont have a Ouija because I consider it a bad idea so, they told me that yes! So, I did a try, I realx almost completly, I let them took control of my hands and arms (I have forbidden possesion to EVERY SPIRIT, any attemp of possesion and my white light shield is ready to kick some asses, not matter if those are THEIR asses, fortunately they told me that possesion was no more usefull, unless in this new development that is not nessesary. So, I placed my hands relaxed on the keyboard and they wrote their names on wordpad! YEP! then I could chat more, they gave me like a small version of the words (like the ones some poeple use normally in the internet, like "porque" (why in english) was "x" that is "por?" and all like that, for sleep they use "z" like "zzzzzz" it was VERY difficult but finally I understood the ideas, they send me like inspiration and the idea pop up in my mind almost instantly, it was almost like chatting on a chat room

So, cha cha cha channnnnnnnnnn their names are:

Guide 1, from another planet, located near the Orion constalation, all the race already extint LONGGGG ago (thank Aunt Clair for the info):
WERWEO, she is a litlle shy but starting to be very friennly though she does not understand some human stuff and I have to explain lots of things (like for example, she considered unusefull eating candy! guys, eating candy RULZ!.. I am discussing this while writting like, "she says YES and I said NO and go on", is gonna be an eternal fighting!.. she said yes...)
She will be always at my left side from now on (they where always on the left side, they confrmed me thats no more from now on)

Guide 2, for antient India, son of a powerfull Raja, GAUMA! he was a poet and other stuff I have to discover, so far he loves painting and is using me to make incredibly photoshops firms (I had done partially 1 and is AWSOME!), youll see them here soon and in my firm, he lived like 2500 ago so he understand more about human nature, still I have to explain lots about human behabiour (he told me this by going to a book of Lobsang Rampa and moving my hand all the way in explorer to where the book was store, it was "el manto amarillo", dont know the nmae in english)

So, thats their names and origins, as for me.. they told me my previous life, at least where I use to lived, well, I wont post it for personal reasons Anyway, I dont understand why I have that guy as guide, I mean, he was so famous and wise WHY MEEEEE? still dont know. (ps: I am the firs to doubt this, but well, time will tell)

Also, they told me that they can use Internet to help people, if they see and interesting post (for them, not for me) they tell me to go there and read it, then they give me the answer for the problem if they can, they explained me that internet has energy, and as such it can be used to focus on the person just by looking on the name and what he/she wrote", Aunt Clair and other mediums already found that along ago, thats why they do readings online. They also told me that negs spirit can use people to write things and make other feel bad but they CANNOT HURT you through the computer (like I red somewhere), same for good spirits, period.
Well, that all for now, I could grab some info about 2012 shift from them and Moyra so I will make a specific post for that.

If mods or someone else has info about Kundalini (not assotiated with yoga please, I need more info than available by googling) and automatic writing with the keyboard please help me, its needed a LOT!