[flnastyax]

weed could make excellent philosophers of us all. I don't know about me chakras but I deffo feel super horny after a few chugs. Last night I had insomnia so toked a knock out blow in the back garden, got into bed and had a full blown space mission. I even popped in some earplugs to mimic good the sound of no sound whilst floating through the atmos. Great for the imagination....but I have to fight really rotten bouts of gut paranoia...so occasional use is all I can be happy with.

I rarely smoke now (haven’t for about 9 months), but did a lot during university. I wouldn't get paranoia, but serious FEAR. Like in a film where you hear that droning sound and the camera zooms in from afar, reality expanding outwards, stopping on a face, and it’s all laid bare in absolute clarity - that’s how it hits - and I’d have to jump up and walk to feel better lol. I guess that fear is why I kept smoking, it was interesting (in a scary sort of way ). The problem was, we could only get super skunk and hydro, so a few tokes would knock you out of reality sideways. I was never a fan of weeds which messed with my memory - I remember one occasion on thai stick, I couldn't even remember what I'd just thought. Sat, watching TV with incredible tunnel vision and my brain/body going "BZZZZZZZZ".
I used to love to get really out of it, and lie in bed in the dark and mutate/watch the visuals, sometimes the fear would hit like a sledgehammer, but I’d rough it out and carry on enjoying the ride. Got some fond memories of that .
I never ‘got out of it’ as a form of escape – I just love experiencing new things
Alcohol is the drug which makes me philosophical and deep.

Anyway, enough of that