[Niiinioa]

been having obes lately more. i never go through with it though and always force myself back into my body, i think what it is, is something like like my guides pulling me out, sort of like a test. so ive failed everytime so far now, but i think i am ready for next time. i wont let my fears get to me and i shall have faith and like leorith said, have a calm mind.

i too have been seeing things with my eyes closed.