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So I've had a few minor OBEs, nothing really exciting but in all of them I just cannot for the life of me see.

I don't know how to be able to, without opening my real eyes and waking myself up. I telling myself things to see but nothing seems to work. I don't know if it will just come to me... as to start off with I figured it would but it just seems that I can't do it.

This past weekend was the first time ever that I've gone from conscious to "mind awake - body asleep", I was pretty happy with myself! Every other time its been on a weekend morning and I've woken up, and gone back to sleep with the intention of OBE in my mind, and I've "woken" in the mind awake-body asleep.

This time, I went from waking and felt myself "suck" in within my self, to the point where I was lying in that state. Of course THIS time I couldn't get out of my body - but I did for the first time try out the rope technique. I actually thought to myself "I wonder if my bf will wake up to see me grasping at air!!" but I knew I wasn't moving my real arms.

My arms were free my legs were free but I just couldn't get up. Perhaps I was trying too hard?

Blah. If anyone has some pointers on how to see, even when I'm just lying in bed in the mind awake-body asleep state, that would be awesome