[Sleflanna]

how come everyone gets sp but me? i only got it once to my memory and very lightly. it was only about a month ago and i havnt fully projected but i play around with it. i go in and out of my body and stuff. (dont ask why i do this i have my reasons : ) well that time i must of done that about 5 times b4 i finally stopped and i got sp and it was like i was thinking i dont want to try it again and it like forced me out one last time ( i think the sp did it). this was weird to me. do u think that something tried to pull me out or that i have a certain resistance to it? not too long ago too i was drifting off to sleep and i felt a sudden jerking feeling and almost obe just like that. maybe something is trying to pull me out idk.

(srry for going a little off topic.)