[Clesylafabada]

SO I am at a total loss right now... my sex drive always returns towards the end of my "pink week" and lately any time my husband and I have attempted sex it winds up hurting like crazy towards the "end". Seriously, I don't know how else to explain the pain other than it feels like "rug burn" inside me. Does that make sense? Like far up 'there'... It's driving me crazy and it makes me feel like shit when I have to stop him... especially when he's getting close, ya know? Trying to convince him that it's not his fault (because I really don't think it is) is getting harder and harder each time. This has happened the last 3-4 times we've had sex.

And it happened again last night... I am overwhelmed and depressed today because I can't shake the shitty feeling. :'(