I'm going to be the same boat soon enough myself, Jeanne. I imagine that it's going to be a lot like real life... That you may ever really get over your first true love.
I'm sure all of the Marat fans and (prematurely) the Roger fans would love to know the secret, too. I'm sorry to hear that you are suffering from Post-Favorite Enthusiasm Deficiency. I can see that happening. Roger's fans got a taste of it last year when he was knocked off the pedestal. I know it wasn't the same as a retirement, but it's the same idea - a radical change regarding one's favorite. Can Justine save you?