[tinamasak]

Thanks for the input. Reading your responses makes me wonder why I'm still with my CW.

KitKat: I had issues with CW pre affair, so when it happened my instinctive & immediate reaction was to end the marriage. So your response is really helpful. You really loved him & still have no regrets about ending it.

I had a bit of a meltdown the other night. She asked what I wanted for my birthday in a few weeks time. You may remember that my birthday last year was one of the occasions she screwed the OM. So it's nearly been a year, my birthday looming & I really became down. I showed no anger towards her, was just sad. She initially accepted that, & was supportive. Then the next day she started getting cranky about it. Like I'm somehow wrong for making her feel bad.Not much remorse the way I see it. It's almost a year to Dday and it's really hit me hard. I know it has to end. Just so damn hard.

Thoughts are with Breemood.