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**AlexanderDrew** · 01-31-2011, 05:14 PM

Last night, I was uploading some old photos onto facebook (for posterity) from when my kids were very little. These pictures were taken during the beginning of my xWS LTA in 2003, through our seperation in 2004 and subsequent divorce in 2005.

I have not been able to print or look at these photos on my hard drive for a long, long time. I figured it would keep them stored until I had healed enough to look at them again.

Now, seven years later, it's like seeing them for the first time.

I get that xWS is a broken person. Classic NPD a$$hole. xWS quickly remarried his OW in 2009 after several false R's post divorce.

I am just feeling so melencholy about our family and how everything we had was not 'good enough' for him. He had to 'invent' reasons to cheat on me, to blame me for his affair. He had to make up arguements so he could go into town to be with OW. He badmouthed me and demonized me to anyone who would listen. He brought out babies to OW's house to cover up his affair. When I confronted him he said I was crazy and denied everything.

The babies were beautiful, and I was so young and fresh looking too. I looked ten years younger than my actual age. Our former marital home was very nice and everything in the photographs looked so promising, and so new. We had everything we wanted by our 30's (mortgage and vehicles paid off, seven acres in the country) but it just wasn't good enough.

All for a piece of a$$ from a twice divorced, ugly, hateful, jealous OW. Now they have the house together and she's trying so hard to be me, dresses like me, wears her hair like me and has virtually taken over my life and playing step-mother to my kids as though it's always been that way. It's surreal.

01-31-2011, 05:14 PM	#1
AlexanderDrew Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 609 Senior Member	We had such a beautiful family, life together Last night, I was uploading some old photos onto facebook (for posterity) from when my kids were very little. These pictures were taken during the beginning of my xWS LTA in 2003, through our seperation in 2004 and subsequent divorce in 2005. I have not been able to print or look at these photos on my hard drive for a long, long time. I figured it would keep them stored until I had healed enough to look at them again. Now, seven years later, it's like seeing them for the first time. I get that xWS is a broken person. Classic NPD a$$hole. xWS quickly remarried his OW in 2009 after several false R's post divorce. I am just feeling so melencholy about our family and how everything we had was not 'good enough' for him. He had to 'invent' reasons to cheat on me, to blame me for his affair. He had to make up arguements so he could go into town to be with OW. He badmouthed me and demonized me to anyone who would listen. He brought out babies to OW's house to cover up his affair. When I confronted him he said I was crazy and denied everything. The babies were beautiful, and I was so young and fresh looking too. I looked ten years younger than my actual age. Our former marital home was very nice and everything in the photographs looked so promising, and so new. We had everything we wanted by our 30's (mortgage and vehicles paid off, seven acres in the country) but it just wasn't good enough. All for a piece of a$$ from a twice divorced, ugly, hateful, jealous OW. Now they have the house together and she's trying so hard to be me, dresses like me, wears her hair like me and has virtually taken over my life and playing step-mother to my kids as though it's always been that way. It's surreal.
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