[mireOpekrhype]

You know I may be damaged so I have made you all laugh what a silly thing to have come to a website for some empathy and support your right I have been devastated but the last thing I needed was to be told Im weak and basically stupid you have only a few tidbits of info On my situation Im glad I didnt devulge more there is no help for this your right I need to decide and be stronger but thanks all of you your just as jaded as I am now and thats
not how Im going to live my life naive or not.