[nebrarlepleme]

I'm always home with my children. They come first in my life, now and always will. It was my H that I did not put first. Yeah there have been days that Comments from Sucker and marcus both have pushed me over the edge almost. But then again, just because I don't like what they have to say, doesn't mean it wasn't something that I didn't need to hear. Like suckers whole take on the fantasy love thing. Personally I think there are alot of ego's in here that may get stroked alittle to much. I don't justify every cheater who comes her, or try to place the blame on the busted spouse. I will and always will say that marriage is hard work, it takes both people to make it work. No one on this site can sit and say they got some bodies #. You only know parts of my life that I have chose to reveal. No one in here really knows who I am, what kind of person I really am, or my goals in life. Point is we've all been hurt some way or another and just trying to cope with it. Learn and grow from it. I want to be a better person, so everyday I continue to work on me. It's the hurtful comments from people like you and muffin, that made me realize that I am not the person you describe here. I have alot to offer and I am a decent person. I just needed to learn that I didn't need people like you to accept that, or feel the need to prove myself to people like you. I needed to see my own selfworth deep down and accept that I am not perfect and make mistakes just like everyone else. It's how I learn and grow from my mistakes that will make me a stronger better person. So throw your rocks, I use to bruise. Now I pick them back up and throw them, not a doormat anymore. I should have been standing up for myself years ago.