Wow This really made me feel down. Thanks for posting it tho it speaks in volumes. Ive owned 4 dogs total in my life that were only mine, not family dogs. Bug is who is missing, I have Proof, Kuniva and Grim. The day I had to let Bug go I felt like I did the ultimate betrayal, I even held off for a week or so. She was such a good dog had been with me since I was seven and moved with me wherever I went. A week after her 18th birthday I went to the vets we always have gone too. I waited in the room holding her on the table wrapped up against my chest. The tech came in and asked if she could hold her so she would be steady. I said no she needs to be with me. The vet extended her arwm stuck the needle in and I said "Love you little girl" amd she slumped against my chest. I cryed in her black fur and asked to have a minute before i left. I miss my girl. ---------- Post added at 09:34 PM ---------- Previous post was at 09:30 PM ---------- I did get her cremated, She will be buried or cremated with me when I die, same as my boys when their time comes. I may hunt and see my dogs as hunters and working dogs but they are always my hunting partner and friend. Never just a tool for the job.