[JesikaFlpk]

Dancing

And as of the last 2 years, chatting to women. I can chat to the one's im not interested in but seem to have become commitmentphobe since i split up with my lovely ex (she was pretty much perfect, but a bit old for me & was ready for more when I simply wasent) & now fear even getting into a new relationship, which completely blows because thats what i crave after being single for 3 years. I enjoyed playing the field for a year of that because i seemed full of confidence & my mojo was on fire, but the last 2 years im a former shadow of my self & its become a vicious circle, lack of woman -> lack of confidence -> lack of women etc. I swear women have a 6th sense when it comes to confidence because when i was on fire women seem to be coming up to me nearly every time i was out. Now its very rare & even when a girl throws herself at me im still struggling. O dear Lord what happened to the old me .