@ Sevndust I gotta say i don´t really understand how you keep relating to your children as your "best friends", but why don´t you just tell them how you feel about it ? Maybe you can persuade them into staying ? What you don´t want right now are some pills, you need a clean head, you don´t want your kids seeing you as a messed up pos do you ? btw, i know this is totaly off the topic right now and i guess critic is the last thing you need, but dude 9 and 12 ?? You let them play L4D at that age ???