Dam right.. anyways she said to me why dont i beleive in god, and im like even if there was a god the only thing he has done for me is take you away from me... she didint knwo what to say... then came with maybe he did it to make you realise somehting, so i say oh so hes into punishment is he.. and she couldnt respond with any sort of logical answer.
Im doubting if her feelings are the same as mine towards her, im actually shes feeling anything anymore to be honest. dam shes changed. Txt her this morning because i knew she was going to be up saying hello are u ok? im up and on skype if u fancy a chat for abit..... reply was "oh hi, didnt you sleep. have a good day xx"