[]i dont feel hungry.. i dont feel actually like eating.. i eat.. i just eat.. because.. i dont want my health to go bad.. i dont wanna go to the doctor she is v gud yet i dont want to.. i dont wanna take medicines.. i m tired.. tired.. indeed tired.. i dont know whats happening.. i think i dont have any feelings.. i have to make wudu again and again.. and again and again.. and that is my exercise.. tireding.. and necessary... and when i see others doing wudu.. and prayin the WHOLE namaz with one wudu.. it makes me feel indeeeeeeeeeeeeeedddddd Sad! yes it does.. i feel lazy to pay for this thing comes into mind that u'l strt now and u'l b able to complete in.. an hour or two or two nd a half... yet i feel good that i dont get time to waste in in useless tv or usic or so.. whihch i see other people doing.. [/]