Brother, A person of your stature (whom Allah (SWT)) has blessed with a lot) shouldn’t think in this manner. Sure forums are a waste of time for many but it’s also an island (of safety and security) for many hundreds who come here (on SF) and look for inspiration and interaction at least online so we need to look at the bigger picture. If SF gets shut down, would it make a difference for me and you? No! Would it make a real and tangle difference for many others? ASOLUTELY. For the sake of Ummah of Sayyidina Rasul-ullah you MUST banish these thoughts and continue to put your head down and SERVE and do so with distinction.