[KahiroSamo]

AOA everyone..

i recently came across this thread and found its good actually i need guidance in fact hell of guidance about alot of matter because i feel like i am desperately in need of it because getting psychologically effected now. i am not able to start Namaz and get easily distracted, the first thought which comes in my mind is that Allah ji wont ever forgive me for what i have done (have almost done every possible sin). Each n every sin gets recalled and i feel like i can't have a normal life now it makes me gloomy for what i have done constantly throughout the whole day have these weird feelings about my own self. life is like stuck and seemz like i don't even wanna live if living is meant to be like this...please help
P.S pardon me for my grammatical mistakes.