i am not able to start Namaz and get easily distracted,
the first thought which comes in my mind is that Allah ji wont ever forgive me for what i have done
(have almost done every possible sin).
Each n every sin gets recalled and i feel like i can't have a normal life now it makes me gloomy for what i have done constantly throughout the whole day have these weird feelings about my own self. life is like stuck and seemz like i don't even wanna live if living is meant to be like this...please help