Now, there is an avatar on this forum somewhere (another sister brought it to my attention not too long ago and it reads): Just think about that. Then there is a Turkish saying (which I'm sure must be from Arabic but I've only ever heard it in Turkish): yanlızlık Allah'a (SWT) mahsustur, loosely translated as: solitude is reserved/intended for Allah (SWT), meaning: we are not meant to be alone. So, insha'Allah keep praying for that special person Allah (SWT) has intended for you and don't give up based on one failed attempt. Talk with the imam of your mosque, insha'Allah he can help you with this.