There is a lot of resources now a days concerning the Hanbali Madhab online, a lot of books are being translated, and you can also find explanations done by students who speak English. Follow that which makes you feel best, I'v been on the receiving end of trying to be convinced of following a Madhab that I didn't want to, and I know it doesn't feel good. This thread is not to try to push people to follow the Hanbali fiqh, even though I have nothing against that either. Either way, it's good to see you here, I'm also a revert. May Allah make things easy for you in your search for knowledge.