This is an unusual post but i'm really desperate, i need forgiveness from Allah, but i cant find the words i'm full of regret but this is just too many times and im too ashamed now, i cant bring myself to make a sincere dua'a for forgiveness, if you guys can please take out two minutes and make a sincere dua for me, may Allah forgive me and that he grants me good ikhlaaq please, i'm really messed up, i cant think straight and i dont have the nerve to ask anyone from my family anyway Jazak Allah Khairan n