Kuffs I'm really sorry for your bad experience on this forum, often I myself cringe at how many here misrepresent Islam, if I wasn't Muslim already and I stumbled upon them, I would have fled too. I would advise you to completely disable this account of yours and buy a whole load of books from Amazon, and meet up with like minded Muslims who are thoughtful, humble, kind, display the best of manners and don't put you off Islam.