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Stop listening to them, period! I am serious, just listen to happy stuff like the Tour of Jannah by Anwar Al-Awlaki (May Allah bless his grave with noor)

But akhi, it will still be at the back of my mind because I know now that it is reality. My mind naturally functions where it cannot think until it has dealt with the most desperate of situations, and this one I cannot deal with...