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I have experienced this kind of thing before ......and it has been one year since that happenned...
And u are experiencing almost the same thing which I experienced..


The first thing which shaiytaan does is that he will whisper all kinds of thoughts against Islam...
Examples:
1.u don't have imaan
2.u don't believe on the aakhirah,Quran,etc etc
3.u can't get out of this situation
4.allah is displeased with u
5.ur all previous deeds are now gone..u r nt a Muslim anymore
6.if u read kalima tayyiba then he will whisper that it is not from the heart


These are all tricks of shaiytaan to make us believe that we have lost our imaan so that we may not do any good deeds anymore...

Or else he will create doubts in our mind like

7.what if atheist are right?
8.what if those idols where true. (Jhoote khuda)
And many more doubts...

U will notice that he will whisper every kind of doubt to make u out of the fold of Islam. And not to practice Islam anymore....

And remember another thing that if a father gives some gifts to his son will he ask it back?
Or if a husband gives some gifts to his wife will he ask it back?
Similarly if Allah gives momin the gift of imaan he will never let us loose it.

U should beg allah(swt) at tahajjud to make u free from this problem.
And again again again don't forget it's all shaiytaan ..........

Remember me in ur prayers....hope this would have helped u