Before he begins his description of the atrocities committed by the Tatars during the sack of Baghdad Ibn Al Katheer says three times that alas my mother had not given birth to me and I would have been spared the task to narrating this. Who knew, akhi, that one day we ourselves will be struggling to read similar accounts. We through up while reading them. That is the reason we do not gather courage even to read these things. You know how little we have written about Bosnia on SF. The reason is the same. There is a brother who posted a Bosnia related video several times here at SF and every time the number of comments were near nill. I did not watch that video even once. I suspect that the same is true for most of the other brothers. (O how can we even think of subjecting our sisters to view these things!) Verily we are for our Lord and unto Him is our return.