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I love my relationship with Allah. He always fixes things for me. Inshallah he will make me strong.

The value of a blessing is only realised after it is taken away.
In other words once you go then your family will realise what a loss they have made. But i would advise you to have patience whilst you are still at home. We don't know the exact situation so an overall advise would be just to try and keep away from general discussions at home and try to utilise this time learning abou t the deen of Allah or any other useful activites. And make sure no matter what you try to give the utmost respect to your parents at the same time as they have a haq over you.
I also remember you posting some time ago about getting married. Did it not happen then?