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Oh sister, I had read a comment or a thread of your's in the past and was very happy for you. I just looked at the thread brother Intrepid linked and I see you've had some struggles related to your family.

I don't mean to pry but if your family is not Muslim, does your issue with food have anything to do with not wanting to eat anything prepared at home unless it is prepared with halal products? (The question isn't meant to be answered here, publicly. If, however, it is the case, I would strongly urge you to seek guidance and support from the Muslims in your area, including scholars and other knowledgeable people to help you with this. Actually, regardless, you really should get some support from Muslims.)

That said, I don't know how much of a Muslim community you have around you or if you are even able/allowed to access them for support? Are there any sisters from the Muslim community in your area who are aware of your situation? Are they able to help you with regards to food and other issues - even just for moral support? (Again, this isn't meant to be answered here publicly. Just for you to consider).

Sister, I am worried about your health. I will be praying to Allah (SWT) for your health and wellbeing but also that He sends you strength through community too.