Salam For some reason, I cannot stop thinking about the life of Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) and his legacy. I cannot even imagine how such a man had lived amongst us. Someone so just, fair, polite, forgiving, trustworthy and humble. I cry when I think about Muhammad. I love him more than anyone else in this world. If I had one chance to go back in time to even see our beloved Prophet Muhammad I would give up everything in this world to do so. Why am I having such strong emotional attachment to someone I have never met in my life? Muhammad is truly a beauty created by Allah, and he came as a mercy to all of mankind. Muhammad is a role model for me and I wish to follow in his footsteps. I would to know if it is normal for one to have such strong emotional attachment to Prophet Muhammad. I must mention that I am only 17 years old and live in a western society. I had the opportunity to perform umrah and visit the holy cities of Makkah and Madina this year. Ever since my umrah, this strong emotional attachment began to form. I hope Allah gives me the opportunity to visit his holy city and the holy city of the prophet once again. Jazakallah Khair