[Nubtoubrem]

Assalam alikum wa rahmat Allah,

in such a young age you have so much piety and wisdom. May Allah swt bless you. I wish I had that wisdom when I was at your age (even now!). Don't try to adjust to common norm it will corrupt your spritual gift. start your day with last ten surah of quran and ayat-ul-kursi. Allah swt will put angels for your protection. My brother it is a false idea that you have to overcome those problems. let Allah swt take care of them. All you have to do develop good adab I.E. dont think negative period. be busy counting your blessings and stop even looking at few weakness such as language etc thaty Allah swt has put upon you. bring your expectation from people and family to zeroand only expect from Allah with sabr. All problems is gift of Allah to you to teach you his love thank Allah for your difficulties as much for your blessings . they will make you man of Allah. other wise there is a danger of being man of this dunya (naudibillah).