[gettoblaster]

Aslm bro...

...Moreover, at any time you have hundreds (imagine!) of amazing, caring and beautiful brothers and sisters on this forum...many of them would pray for you and genuinely try to be of help to anything you ask...!!!

may Allah swt bless you with a great life....you are in teenage yet, just wait up, things will surely get better, inshAllah. I experienced something similar during my own teens...and I laugh at those times now...moreover, steadfastness to islam pays amazingly pleasant and attractive dividends, leave alone the hereafter, in this very world!