Sufism is indeed beautiful, there are various sufis shaykhs that you can benefit from. Shaykh Nuh Keller is an American convert, who is a Sufi Master and has many students. He would be an idea person to take bayah with. There is also Shaykh Noorudeen Durki also an american convert, and who is also a Sufi Master and has many students... You could bayat from him as well. If you would like their information I will gladly post it... There is nothing wrong with seeking out a Sufi Shaykh, the above two shaykhs are valid scholars of both the outward and inward sciences, take bayah from one of them and you'll be fine with your fiqh and aqida.... in sha allah.