[Elisabetxxx]

When i was younger i wanted to be a doctor i studied and got some good grades but at college i didnt study hard i was not on the deen and got bad grades now i struggle to get a job so i setup a business which did really well and then it collapsed. When i had money i was far away from islam now i have very little money wfe and 2 kids. Struggling to get by.

I know its is allah decree but at same time i wonder if id put my head down mabye i would have made it
And allah would have decreed something differnet