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My bro you will get through this bi’idnillah. I think the problem has nothing to do with OCD but with your sins; you’re most likely paying for them wallahu a’lam. That’s how I feel walhamdullilah when I face problems in my life. So make lots and lots of istighfaar insha Allah ta’aala. This is what I like to repeat:

Astaghfirullaaha lathii laailaaha illaa huwal Hayyul Qayyum wa atuubu ilayh

“I seek forgiveness from Allah the one besides whom there is no God, The Living, The Self Subsisting Eternal and I turn to Him in repentance.”


Innii THalamtu nafsii faghfirlii fa innahu laa yaghfiraTH THunuuba illaa ant

“Indeed I have wronged my soul so forgive me for verily there is none who can forgive sins besides You.”

Transliteration key:
TH= ذ
H=ح
Q=ق
gh= غ

Don’t EVER give up my bro as dark as the tunnel may seem. Isn’t Allah SWT kinder than all these SFers giving you advice? He SWT will definitely help you. Insha Allah ta’aala this ordeal is nothing but a purification for you and you are being made much stronger for it.

Here’s an excellent tip insha Allah ta’aala: When those thoughts of napaak overwhelm you, remember Allah SWT and pray to Him SWT as in actually speak to Him SWT. Say: “Help me Ya Allah! All I have is You!” and complain to Him SWT. Relief will definitely come at the best time in the best way. Never lose hope my bro. You have no idea how much HighHopes believe in you my brother as cliché as that may sound. Baraka Allah ta’aala.

Keep on posting threads insha Allah so SFers can continue to support you through this and always remember: if we fail, it’s our own fault.

*Please everyone who reads this take a moment to make a prayer for our bro, the best prayer you can possibly think of. Barak Allah ta’aala everyone.*